yesterday and the beginning

I am having difficulty finding the words to express my gratitude for yesterday's gathering. It was awesome. I am so grateful that everyone showed up with such open hearts and minds. The weather was  very stormy but interestingly, it often is when significant  healing is beginning. About 10 years ago, I invited a healer named Suzy Miller to give a workshop in my office in Somerville. Some of you may remember this night. There were about 10 women in the group and we did energy healing work that literally took us to other dimensions.

anxiety and worrying

fairies in the tree.

I woke up this morning thinking about the pear mystery school and I was really anxious about it. Actually, I was filled with incredible doubt. Who am I to do this all by myself. Then I realized that I am not doing this all by myself but with 9 amazing women who bring in so much love , caring and wisdom that I need not worry. I feel that I worry all of the time. If it is not about the mystery school then it is about getting the taxes in on time or making sure that there is food for the dogs or that the recycling is taken to the curb. I think sometimes about why I worry so much. Often, it doesn't get me anywhere except to worry even more. So then, I stop thinking but knowing me, that lasts for about 5 minutes and I am thinking again.

Indigo energy

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The Pear mystery school has been in my thoughts and dreams pretty constantly since the idea has started to form into an actual creation. Pixie and  I took a walk on the tow path today  and I received even more information. Sometimes, I think that I am a bit obsessive about things. I take something and can't let it go until whatever it is that I am thinking about is  grounded. I also pay a lot of attention to events and issues  that are happening in my daily life. Nothing is a coincidence but not everything has a great deal of meaning. There are patterns for events and they can take on a bigger meaning or singular events can have  significance. I feel that it is important to  just paying attention to the ebb and flow of things.