heyoka and sacred clown energy

 A double rainbow  in Sedona after a monsoon

Good morning and how are you all. It was quite a gathering on Saturday. I was so energized that I did not calm down until Sunday at about 1:00 PM when I fell asleep outside in the sun while reading. We worked with the template for the Heyoka or sacred clown energy from native american tradition.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUv9URaeTzw.
It is the energy that all of us have and it is not easy to understand and live with in it.  The purpose of Saturday's work and this will continue into other meetings as well , is to fully understand the important  role that we play in our lives in creating change. There is no mystery  that you all stepped up and answered the call to participate in this group. You are all awesome and it is time that we recognized our "awesomeness". This sacred clown  energy creates light out of darkness, laughter out of seriousness, happiness out of sadness. It is very powerful stuff. Welcome to the holy woman space.

the lessons learned from Pixie

pixie in her cave

Pixie and I continue to teach each other many things. I feel that she is visiting me in the second dog  body in this life time. I had a dog named Sandy, a german shephard collie mix,  as a child and she was only with our family for one year. This time around, she has already been with me for 8 years. I am so grateful for all of the time together. As all of you know, she has had a mast cell tumor that she has called the "bump" and it has been growing gradually over the  past four years. Upon returning from Sedona on Sept 19th , Nat and I noticed that it was significantly bigger. We had avoided surgery for years since it often exacerbates these tumors and they begin to spread. Let me also add, that the vet wanted to operate four years ago and we opted for less invasive solutions at the time.