complicated feelings about the april gathering

Honorary mystery gathering members

I am filled with a variety of complicated and ambivalent thoughts about out last meeting. It is hard to actually say that phrase. Actually,  It feels  more like the "last gathering for now"
. I have loved our monthly meetings. In the beginning of the mystery   year, I was  nervous  about everything.  I would not have enough planned, could not do the channeling,  no body would say anything, the composting toilet would be an issue, etc. Then I began to relax as our group began creating its own direction and  healing opportunities. There were so many occasions  that are memorable. I hope that our "last for now gathering"  will be filled with  the opportunity  to take " mental" and physical  photographs of all of you.  I love you all and wish you a good night.