Cranky

posibilities

I am not sure that today is a good day to post . I am feeling out of sorts. There is no particular reason for the  feeling.I did try making one up though. I checked the full moon status and it is not until May 18th. I usually know when there is a  full moon by the difficulty that I have sleeping at night. So if it isn't a full moon, what else could it be. I can blame it on assorted issues with my family and friends,  but  I know that in the long run, blame isn't helpful either. I hate sitting with feeling  out of sorts and having no reason.
I know that there are many reasons to feel grateful and that doesn't help either .

I walked with Pixie this morning and that was a great thing to do. I wish that I could be more like Pixie. She worries but then is able to fully enjoy the moment. She adores the smells of the recent pees of the  other animals, the grasses, the new mulch and of course watching the squirrels intently. She is aware that I don't want her to chase them so she becomes very alert and then reassures me by staying very still. As if she says , it is okay Mom, I will just watch and not go chasing them. I do appreciate her thoughtfulness.
So I guess I will have to sit with my discomfort and trust that it will go away with time and gentleness.
May we all learn to  sit with our stuff without blaming others. See you Saturday.